Journal of the fickle minded

if you believe that no one believes in you, one day no one will believe in you because you don't believe that they believe in you. stop trying to screw your life because there are still those who cares. although the most important one doesn't anymore. maybe those you thought whose care weren't enough, care enough.

its so sad to see your so torn apart like this. i'm your friend. i'm here to listen to you but there's no point when you don't let me in. after all, i'm only your friend. i can't force you, you know. there's only so much i can do. but i feel upset every time you say no one cares. because i care, others care. sometimes you don't always have to just look at the big parts. those small parts that you think are insignificant, actually can significantly change you.

start believing in yourself if you want people to.

if you ever gets here, you know i care and i know you're not okay.