when it was hard to take

Yesterday was the end of exam. Today, will mark the end of foundation year. Which simply means...the end. I have been having mixed feelings, you know. Like how i'm half happy and also sad. When I was sitting for my chem paper, the feeling suddenly kicked in. The thought of how time flies so fast, how day by day, nothing seems to change but when we look back, everything's different. I'm that kind of person who always prefer to stay in my comfort zone. Sometimes I think, those people that i used to go to school with, when we graduate, will i ever see them again? Some people i say hi or talk to, a few years down the road, will we even recognize each other? Well these are all my thoughts and, they are just my thoughts. But what i'm truly afraid of, is saying goodbye. As in, goodbye once and for all. its hard for me to describe, especially when the whole time i'm composing this, i'm thinking of a specific someone. it actually sucks having to be okay about everything. it sucks knowing that you can't runaway from what you don't want to face. But i'm slightly enlighten when i know, i'm not going through this alone. i'm glad that there are people who know exactly how i feel.

as of now, i haven't got anything figured out. but one thing i know for sure, i'm scared.

yours truly